A Lepke írta Arany János

Zöld lepke, mint hulló levél,
melyet tovább legyint a szél,
nem száll virágot lepni meg,
csak lenn, az út porán libeg.
Nincs feltünő bársony meze,
csilló-pora, fény-lemeze;
virágkorát most éli bár:
oly színhagyott köntösbe’ jár.

Volt napja, volt, négy, tán öt is,
hogy izlelt ő szerelmet is;
most a jövőnek hint magot;
nem fél, hogy a láb rátapod.

Szegény! Ha rátoppantanék,
pusztulna ő s egy nemzedék;
de oly bizalmas ott alant:
mért bántsam a kis gondtalant?…

Élj, lepke! éld múló nyarad,
ha még egy-két napod marad:
jöhet vihar nagy-hirtelen,
s megfagysz esőn, hideg szelen.

Köszönd, hogy már tekintetem
földhöz lapúl, nem föl vetem:
ha bátran még fenn hordanám,
rád is tiportam volna tán.

Mért nézzek a magasba fel?
E szép világ: egy köd-lepel;
nem látom az ég madarát,
csak téged itt s útam porát.

Nem a pacsirtát, aki szánt;
a napnak áldott fénye bánt;
de az anyaföld szintelen
lakóján megnyugszik szemem.

Sorsom pedig, s egy méla gond
egemből már a földre vont;
de nem remény-magot vetek:
azt nézem: hol pihenhetek?

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directing

today Curt told me I did a great job directing for WIRED and he told me all the things that he liked about my blocking and other stage directions. It made me feel really good and I was so happy to hear feedback about it, because that was my first time directing. It was a nice and positive way to end my interesting slash moody day. 

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you know those days where you’re in a really bad mood but you don’t want to be, yet you can’t help it and you are

yea today is like that 

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  • #i need to sleep but homework
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im really happy that people care about my safety and shit but like im not a little girl who doesnt know how to handle her alcohol, literally a gajillion people asked me if i was okay, yas betch im having a fun time same as you bye. if im passed out or making incoherent words then you should be concerned, but if im up and at em smiling and dancing im good, great actually so #bitchdontkillmyvibe

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  • #not to offend any concerned friends love you all
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back to my autumnpeaches url

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  • #me #cookies #nutella
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had a dream that i was looking for my high school reunion and ran into a woman. she told me that instead of seeing the future she sees the past, and that she can see me there. she was holding my face and said: you were very well known, owned the stage and men’s hearts, you were sweet yet quite a diva. and then my alarm woke me up. so weird.

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there’s not enough hours in a day!!! D: 

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